"Find someone who knows how to love you when you are sad. Someone who makes the bad times better, and great times, the best. Someone who has the words to say to make you feel better, even if sometimes they can't actually help. Someone who won't take you for granted or their frustration out on you when they're upset. Someone who will constantly remind you that you're special, someone who loves you the right way. They should always be your better half. They should be the reason why you wake up in the morning with a smile on your face, and not the reason why you cry so hard, you can't even breathe properly."
Some days I think about it and I feel so tired. My life's been pretty fucked up. And the people who should be there aren't/maybe they just don't know how to be there for me. It's not his fault but sometimes I feel so sick and tired of my life and everything/everyone around me. I'm not perfect but I gave everything I had to you. And now I feel as though I'm left with almost nothing to give. I'm just an empty shell drained from every single ability it once had. Even so I still try to give but I barely can do this anymore.
