Monster

"I don't think people love me. They love the versions of me i have spun for them, versions of me they have constructed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love. Who's going to love the girl that can't stop crying? The girl that hurts herself? The girl that can't express herself well? The girl that keeps to herself? The girl that is losing control? The girl that is affected by things easily but choose to not show it. Who can really understand her? Who's going to love the monster in her, who's going to love her now?"