I went to a wake in the afternoon and my cousin's wedding at night. And it really made me understand the saying that in this world, while someone is enjoying, someone else is actually suffering. A wake, where you lose someone dear to you, the pain you feel, sometimes it's just beyond what you can describe. But somewhere else, today it's somebody's wedding day. And it's probably their happiest day of their lives and the happiness they feel is probably beyond what they can describe too. Both feelings are indescribable yet they are far from being similar. To some point, it disgust me..how can one be so happy on a day where a life is lost, where some where, someone lose a person so dear to them. Being happy just seems so wrong. Ok, this is just me over thinking. I'm mad, like really mad. When I got nothing better to do, I always think. And sometimes it will lead me to this kind of nonsense. My apologies if it kindda screw your mind too. Haha
So anyways cousin's wedding wasn't that bad. My cousin and her husband so sweet!!!☺ angmoh lei, i cant wait to see how their children will look like I think they'll be really pretty or handsome! hehe. anyways, i wore the maxi dress despite the ugly marks thanks to acupuncture :'(
I'm finally 18 and I'm so thankful for my friends, my family sometimes, and my favourite boy for always being there for me. Really really appreciate it☺
