So fucking tired of this family.
I have parents who let their child get beaten by their other child and then do nothing about it.
I have parents who ask me to spare a thought for them, their son bright future and let him off.
Then when should I spare a thought for myself?
You barely stand up for me and I'm all alone fighting this fucking disgusting and ugly war. With everyone else including you as spectators.
Every single day I hide that face of bitterness I'm starting to have towards my family and life. I hide the fact that I'm so fucking tired with myself, my life and in fact almost every single one because from the very start they've never stand up and protect me from any of these mess.
I tried to confide in someone who I'm suppose to rely on but all I got was an empty reply.
I'm so fucking tired of life already. Can someone end this for me.
