Recently I've been so disappointed with my family. I've been avoiding this issue so much I'm seldom at home. But I feel so bad and sad when my sister ask me to come home because she doesn't want to face it alone. I was a headstrong person, running away was never a choice to me. But I didn't want to create trouble that's why I chose to walk away from this. I thought parents were suppose to protect their child. Home is the only safe and comfort zone (almost) everyone has. But now it's taken away and they refuse to do anything about it. Many times I tell myself I'm not going to care about it anymore, but it never works. My brain says to not care but my heart have never allowed that. Bonds and feelings are what killed me every single time. Today the beatings woke me up and I will work towards burrying those anger, feelings and bonds I have in this place. I believe in karma and it will get back to us for everything we've done wrong. I only wish I'll understand the reasons for my parents actions some day.