A journey which we never expected it to be this tough,
I'm so proud of you for completing it :')
There were times we thought we wouldn't make it through,
times i asked myself why did i put myself through this,
times we felt like giving up.
I'm so glad we didn't give up and made it through.
I never considered myself weak but it actually made me realize how weak i was.
Times when i needed es but es wasn't there because of ns/navy,
I've never felt so alone in my life.
Forever crying because he was going away for awhile-
3weeks in bmt, field camp, sailing to Penang, and then the latest sailing to India. Even after a year plus i still never got used to it.
This journey was never easy for both you and me.
I still remember the day before enlistment, spending it under stars, convincing ourselves that even though we won't be able to see one another for 3 weeks, we will be under the same sky. And so when we miss one another, look at the moon cause we will be staring at the same moon. (sounds really stupid but it was consoling at that point of time ok!!!)
Remember the times es had to try so hard to save battery cause he only had that one battery to last for the 3 weeks. The joy when i suddenly receive msges from es because there wasn't a fixed time for him to use phone.
And then 3 weeks passed, you finally got out.
Taken by your mother, booking out for the first time!!!
Booking in and booking out became a norm and we really hated booking ins because the day before and the book in day we would be so sian. However, it made us cherish the times we have together even more.
Forever waiting for more thn an hour for es to book out at pasir ris int because his platoon is always the last few.
And then came confinement because es failed his soc. I was so mad at him can?!?!
"WHY YOU FAIL YOUR SOC?!?!"
I still rmb asking him that question while crying and he kept apologizing over the phone.
But after awhile i realize he couldn't be feeling any better either.
Who in the right mind would want to stay in camp zzz.
He passed soc in the end :)
Stupid field camp which made us uncontactable for a few days.
In school, my chem teacher always picked on me and say this and that about me being involved in my cca.
I hated it and i would always complain about it to es and es would always comfort me. However during the field camp, i had noone to comfort me and that day when he pick on me again, i was super tired too because the day before, there was a sailing competition. I exploded and ended up crying. Hahaha, rude shock to him i guess.
He never picked on me again after that LOL!
And finally it was POP!!!
Third proudest moment of you in your NS life.
The first proudest moment is today and the second was NOH hehe.
One week off before knowing where es is posted to.
Met up like crazy during that one week even though i still had school.
At times, es would come to fetch me after school.
And one week later es was posted to NAVY.
We had the vocation talk before and es said navy would be horrible because there were sailings and sometimes it can be for weeks and even months. I told him to never get into that and he said he expressed ZERO interest in it. So when he told me he was posted there i thought it was a joke. I kept asking him to tell me the truth. And when i realize the truth was es was posted to Navy, i nearly cried. "Wtf why navy? Why???" I called him and cried again lol wth. And es said sorry again. For what i also don't know, unless he actually expressed interest in it uh :P
Es even told me "i see if i can change uh." LOL now i think i'm damn horrible ahahaha!
One week was up and es booked in again - to the Navy camp this time.
A little more freedom because he were sought of studying.
But still he was always tired after camp and everytime we meet he would always want to sleep - even up to a few days before today ok!!! To es: if until now you still like that i'm gonna kill you alr!!! :P
That made me unhappy because i was really looking forward to the weekends.
Es knew and so he accompanied me to shop, walk walk or just go out most of the times.
For that i'm really thankful :)
And after he passed out from the "studying period", he was posted to tuas.
Another shitty thing. Cause travelling time was soooooooooo long.
Later when i went into uni it was actually a good thing though HAHA!
But apart from that all else was shit.
Weekend duties and one two days of sailings, wt srsly make me sad :(
Couldn't meet up and would always replace them with work so i would be busy and tired.
And then came SAILING TO PENANG.
Wtf srsly i was so effing sad i cried for like days ahahahahaha.
Even though i hated travelling on train, i sat one hour of train ride and another hour back just to send and spend that extra hour with es to tuas.
My second proudest moment of es in NS: NOH
Queued for hours just to see him ok!!!
HAHAHA but i was so proud and happy looking at him mending the ropes just before sail off and when coming back. Hehe :)
And then duties or sailings on public holidays, wth srsly suck big time. Couldn't even count down with es cause of sailing. The year before after we count down, we had to go home straight because the next day- 1st jan es had duty -.-
And then one month just before ORD es had to
SAIL TO INDIA FOR 2WEEKS!!!
Somemore it was on the 3rd day of CNY, our 22nd month.
I cried again lol. I will never get use to it.
Kept asking him to take mc but in the end didn't ok!!!
Spent Valentines' day without es because of that sailing.
Annoying or what?!?!
HAHA but whatever i'm just sooooo freaking glad all these are over!!!
YAY, ORD LO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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To es: Congrats on you ORD-ing!!!
Finally you can go back to your studying (something you always said you were looking forward to)
This journey wasn't just hard on me but it was hard on you too.
I'm sorry i wasn't that understanding about your ns which resulted in many arguments. But you also never understand me ok!!! AHAHAHA :P Nonetheless all these years, ups and downs and now we're done with it!!! Bet you are as happy or even happier than me.
Cheers to many more years to come and hopefully this is the hardest stage already :)
Ps. Now no more on board ship so you better not be lazy and say don't bathe otherwise you will forever be a chou chou :P
I love you too my favourite soldier, my favourite sailor, my favourite boy❤
