Hi world.
I'm lost,
I'm confused,
I'm frustrated,
I'm terrified.
So many thought running through me, overwhelming me.
I can't see right from wrong.
I don't know what to do,
looks like i gave in again.
All the hardwork, the efforts put in for months,
crumbled within seconds.
Its so frustrating.
When will i ever learn from my mistakes?
Why am i committing the same mistakes over and over again.
I'm tired, i need a break.
I don't ever want to go thru that crap ever again.
"What doesn't kills you just make you stronger,"
i survived that crap,
guess this means that if that crap happens again,
i won't go thru that same crap,
cause i have become stronger, hopefully.
K, crapping aside.
Ytd road race was disappointing, i got 36.
Ohwells, at least it was better than last year, i got 90+ last year. (Trying to comfort myself but abit the fail uhh)
Kbye, i got to start hw alr,
dreading tmr, monday, long day, but i look forward to PT after school^^
